On
the occasion of Her Majesty The Queen's Platinum Jubilee, I'm going
to begin with another extract from my memoir, A Place Called Siracusa:
I
think we must have got the TV for the Coronation and we had red,
white and blue flags all over the house in the run-up to it. I
dressed up as the Queen and paraded around pretending to be her for
what seemed like months and when it was all over I kept asking when
the next Coronation would be.
“Not
until the Queen dies”,
said
Auntie Mabel, disappointing me abjectly.
I
did not want Her Majesty to die but I couldn't believe I'd have to
wait till I was as old as Mum and Dad, or even Auntie Mabel and
Grandpa! But meanwhile we had a new, young Queen with a dazzling
smile and a year or two later my class at school was taken to watch
her drive through Bristol. All we really saw was a flash of the
strawberry-coloured suit she was wearing as she passed but we waved
our little flags like mad, and afterwards drew excruciating pictures
of the occasion for posterity. The Queen was soon to disappoint me
again, however and the reason for this was our new, red sofa. I was
so happy because it was red, my favourite colour at the time but Dad
quickly decided it needed to be covered and covered it was, in heavy,
drab material. I cried buckets and asked Grandpa when the covers
would come off.
“When
the Queen comes”, he replied.
I
spent months with my nose pressed against my bedroom window, waiting
for the Queen to come, but she never did. I've been disillusioned
with the monarchy ever since.
Sixty-nine
years on and I still don't want the Queen to die. I'm not even a
monarchist but I can't imagine the world without her. In a very
strange way, which is hard to explain to non-Brits, the Queen has
been a part of our lives, though most of us have never met her, many
have never seen her at a live event and a large percentage are
indifferent to the monarchy, if not against it. I can only explain
this sentiment by saying that she perhaps represents the collective
memory of the nation. On this particular Jubilee, I am watching the
coverage and celebrating in my little way because I believe it is
possible to have doubts about the relevance of the monarchy as an
institution, whilst maintaining respect for a woman who has always
done what she regards as her duty. I also rejoice because, wherever
we are, we have had very little to celebrate together for a very long time. I
must say that yesterday (2nd June), as I watched the crowd in London walking
peacefully to Buckingham Palace, as the people of Britain have, on
important national occasions of both joy and sorrow, for generations,
I was able to think, “Yes, that is the Britain I remember and the
Britain I continue to love.”
In
this spirit, then, I wish Her Majesty and the country that made me a
very happy Platinum Jubilee. This little rhyme came into my head the
other day:
So
here's my Coronation Crown
and
I paraded up and down,
a
“pretend queen”, when I was three,
yet
all things pass – and I, and she.